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Posted by Ilona on June 17th, 2009 @ 2:43pm
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i realized that me life is spent waiting for something. waiting to move out, waiting to start school, waiting to go on a trip, waiting to live. i am so sick of waiting. i hate waiting. i will not wait anymore. i will not wait for anyone to get of their ass and do something. i will not wait, i will not live in my dreams anymore, i will live every day. because waiting is stupid and pointless. we have one life. this life is it. there is nothing beyond. spending this life waiting is useless. so all i'm trying to say is that i'll try to live it up.
PS - Sean Lennon is my new love.
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Posted by Ilona on June 12th, 2009 @ 3:44pm
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so, i got accepted into the university program i talked about here. i'm very excited to go to university, this is my life-long dream and it's finally happening. plus, it's university of fucking toronto, that is brilliant. york and ryerson have absolutely nothing on uoft. uoft is the shit, seriously. i'm taking a course on contemporary canada. they provided a list of 4 novels, which may be included in the program and just to be safe and to sharpen up my knowledge i'm going to check them out of the library and read them.
i'm so happy!
now, i just need to actually do well, get a mark above 73% and be on my way.
this is amazing.
happy
happy
happy
happy
happy
i'm so happy
happy & relieved.
but mostly happy
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Posted by Ilona on May 31st, 2009 @ 10:44pm
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i feel like i cannot grasp control of my life. my life is out of control. and i need it to be in control. i need it to be.
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Posted by Ilona on May 27th, 2009 @ 9:58pm
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i applied to this University of Toronto Academic Bridging Program and I need to get in. I need to. It's a year long program at the St. George campus and if I get over 73%, I'm automatically accepted into UofT St. George Campus into Humanities/social sciences. So, after applying online, now, all I need to do is:
- submit my high school transcript
- submit my seneca transcript
- pay $80
- submit an essay (have to write it tomorrow)
and i'm doneeeeeeeee.
if i get into the program, it's a weekly, 3-hour class and it starts in september and goes all the way until april and, again, if everything goes well, i'll be attending UofT starting september 2010, bitches! UofT's St. George Campus is like my life-long dream and i need to be there. neeeeeeeeed.
i was thinking about a major and all i came up with so far is:
philosophy or
history or
some sort of french studies (so, may be i can study abroad in france)
or women's and gender studies
or sexual diversity studies
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Posted by Ilona on May 27th, 2009 @ 2:24pm
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![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) unnecessary_ posted this and i loved it, so i'm re-posting it
Your dating personality profile:
Intellectual - You consider your mind amongst your assets. Learning is not a chore but a constant search after wisdom and knowledge. You value education and rationality.
Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate.
Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love. | Your Top Ten Traits
1. Intellectual
2. Liberal
3. Big-Hearted
4. Adventurous
5. Sensual
6. Shy
7. Wealthy/Ambitious
8. Practical
9. Traditional
10. Romantic
| Your date match profile:
Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living.
Big-Hearted - You want someone compassionate, someone gentle and kind. A loving, nurturing person will fill that hole in your life.
Adventurous - You are looking for someone who is willing to try new things and experience life to its fullest. You need a companion who encourages you to take risks and do exciting things. | Your Top Ten Match Traits
1. Practical
2. Big-Hearted
3. Adventurous
4. Intellectual
5. Athletic
6. Conservative
7. Traditional
8. Funny
9. Shy
10. Sensual
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Take the Dating Profile Quiz at Would I Date You
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Posted by Ilona on March 14th, 2009 @ 3:41am
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(i keep making these pointless entries. i'm sorry. my paper journal is getting beaten up by my "emotional writings", though.)
1.) I Love You, Man
2.) Role Models
3.) The Shining
4.) Donnie Brasco
5.) The Silence of the Lambs
6.) Once
7.) Rushmore
8.) Doubt
9.) Slumdog Millionaire
10.) The Kite Runner
11.) Rock'n'Rolla
12.) Vicky Cristina Barcelona
13.) Changeling
14.) Reservoir Dogs
15.) Being John Malkovich
16.) The Machinist
17.) The Graduate
18.) How to Get Ahead In Advertising
19.) Ciao! Manhattan
20.) Rachel Getting Married
21.) W
22.) Religulous
23.) The Man Who Fell to Earth
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Posted by Ilona on March 11th, 2009 @ 6:09am
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i quit night school
i hate going to college
i'm sick of myself being an asshole
i don't know what to do with myself
i'm watching "sid and nancy". even though gary oldman is marvelous, the chick who plays nancy ruins it for me. after school i'll be watching "across the universe" and hopefully tonight i'll be watching "the watchmen". movies are all i have left in my sad life.
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Posted by Ilona on March 3rd, 2009 @ 4:37pm
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Coconut Records – Saint Jerome
Coconut Records – Any Fun
Conor Oberst – Lenders in the Temple
Conor Oberst – Get-Well-Cards
Conor Oberst – Cape Canaveral
Conor Oberst – Danny Callahan
The Beatles – Run for Your Life
The Virgins – Teen Lovers
The All-American Rejects – I Wanna
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